A 35-year-old Christian adult actress, Courtney Tillia, has stated that her chosen occupation is her way of serving God.
Speaking during an interview with the Daily Star, Courtney, the OnlyFans star who kickstarted her career seven years ago, noted that God put her on earth to enjoy sǝxual pleasure and help "liberate" other women from their sǝxual shame.
According to the mother-of-four, she previously worked as a high school teacher but found that her life lacked meaning and that her spirituality was suffering as a result.
However, in 2016, she found the courage to quit the classroom and began an OnlyFans account with the support of her husband, Nick.
"God's message has been abundantly clear: I'm here to be a porn star. This is my way of serving. Before I left teaching. I felt super disconnected from myself and also God, I didn't know what my life's purpose was or how I was meant to help others."
She noted that she initially felt ashamed of her X-rated escapades before she slowly began to realize that her strict Christian upbringing was the cause of her guilt.
"I had so much sexual shame of my own at first. I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.
That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the asociation in that moment - but that didn't feel like God telling me to feel that way,
"I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental, We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression, Instead, we're meant to enjoy and embody them fully, as God has intended." Courtney Tillia said.
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