Let me start by giving you a background story
to what you are about to read. In 2015, the
girl I love left me in a devastating manner. I
was so heartbroken. I decided to be careful
so as not to have such experience again.
I changed completely. From 2015 to March
this year, I comfortably and effortlessly
walked in and out of 5 relationship. Leaving
the ladies heartbroken,
It was in March that I realized that am finding
it difficult to love a woman. So I consciously
try to change it and settle with my future bae.
Last week, I met a dreamed girl. She is hot
and well endowed from the back. She is the
perfect girl I want. Within 3 days, I discovered
she has fallen in love with me. I reciprocated
by showing her care.
Then I discovered she is the jealous type. She
told me she left an abusive relationship with a
rich guy and have made up her mind not to go
into any till I showed up. I invited her over to
my place today, the moment we walked into
my apartment, she was all over me. She followed me to the kitchen while I prepared food for her and started kissing me.
While we were together, her ex called and she
told him that she has found rest of mind with
someone else.
Done eating, we set to talk and we started
kissing. Then she asked me to make love to
her.
I declined and explained to her that is too
early for it and don't want to rush into it. She
was angry and mad at me, accusing me of
sleeping around with my school friends, she
couldn't believed I said No.
She started crying and made me to understand that I just have to make her cum.
That's she is feeling that way cos she is totally in love with me. That I shouldn't make her remember her past. I decided to play with her all through till she was satisfied.
Am left confused. I really love this girl and I
don't want to have sex with her now. She
may end up like others. My love for her hasn't
matured yet. I need grow more in love with
her.
please advice!!!
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